Milk and Cigarettes

Rambles about stuff I like.

A lazy Friday ramble; short talk with J3 and binge watching a show doesn’t improve productivity

Welp, J3 and I had a good talk last night. Apparently most doms don’t like sharing, so my conflicted feelings are normal. If she wants, she’ll only see this couple as a friend – and that’s probably what I’ll end up doing. Will this lead to an exclusive relationship? Who knows? I’m seeing her tonight for this BDSM party thing and we’ll see what happens.

I think I’d be ok with an exclusive relationship – even though I have trust issues, and the idea scares me a little. But she’s pretty, fun to be around, and was pretty amazing about this whole situation. Plus, the benefit of having a sub is that she wants to make me happy, which is how it should be. Welp, we’ll see what happens. Of course any news will be posted on this blog, which is all about goals and me sorting through my feelings.

In other news – holy balls it’s hot. It’s 30 goddamn degrees out – and I said I’d wear a suit to the party this evening. Guh, I’m gonna be sweating like a whore in church. Apparently it’s just a heat wave, and things will go back to normal next week…

Anyhoo – nothing makes a timeless blog post like talking about the weather.

What else is going on? I’ve been binge-watching House recently. I love House – not only for his deductive skills, but for his non-stop sass too. But really, this binge-watching is cutting into my productive work time. I like doing my notes for class while watching House – but it just means that it takes 3 times as long to write my notes. I’m going to have to set a goal for myself to not watch any TV until I’ve done all my math and my workout for the day. Suprisingly, I can play piano while I’m watching TV – I’m pretty much done my piano book. I need to learn one more song, perfect a couple more, and then I need to move onto the next book. I think this puts me firmly into the beginner-intermediate stage of piano playing – as opposed to the advanced-beginner stage where I’ve been for the past little while.

Also, in between class and binge-watching my show, and having a social life in the evening, I’ve only done 2 workouts this week – probably 3 ’cause I’ll do one tomorrow. That’s definitely not how I want to do things. I think, for this upcoming week, I’m really gonna focus on getting up and getting going – doing all my math and my workouts efficiently, and as soon as possible, so I can relax and watch my show and play video games and relax.

That’s the thing about exercise – it requires consistency. On Tuesdays and Thursdays it’s tough to get everything done because I leave for class at 5:00pm, so I’ll make those cardio days. Sunday will be a rest day (maybe not this week) and MWFSat will be lifting days. If I could find the required self-discipline to workout 6 days a week, that would be ideal.

Of course, one issue I have is that I like to stay up late. I’ll stay up until 12:00 or 1:00 before falling asleep – which leads me sleeping in until 9:00 – then coffee and goals and waking up takes until 10:00 and boom, half the morning’s gone. So I suppose another thing I should really focus on is going to bed early Sunday through Thursday. (Friday, not so much – Friday’s a pretty lazy day anyway.)

I think I’ll make that my new habit for the month of May. Each month, I try and instill a new habit in myself – and for May, I think that habit will be going to bed early 5 nights a week. I guess it’s a little late to make it a monthly goal since we’re already a week into May – but my wall calendars are each 5 weeks long. So instead of a monthly habit, I’ll make it a 5 week habit. That sounds feasible.

Anyhoo – probably no blog’s until Monday. Tomorrow I’m gonna be tired from staying out with J3 tonight – and I’m going to do my best to do a workout, and then work on my thesis for the rest of the day. Probably go to bed early too – Sunday morning there’s a Mother’s day brunch which will be at 10:00 in the morning, so it’ll be up and atom!

Have a great weekend everybody!

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